Glassesshop.com: The Confession from an Idolater
I cannot remember how many good looking guys I have had crash on, a dozen of, I suppose. It is easy for me to admire an actor, a charming man, a crazy male, like Johnny. I never hide my feelings, anyway, there is nothing to be ashamed of, and I am an adolescent girl who likes dreaming and imaging.
Constantly dreaming of the stars, I see from some weird angle, think my life is fulfilling. A woman deserves to be loved, and surround by beautiful things. And God created lots of much more handsome creatures than we can ever be satisfied to divert our attention. But there is one flaw; their matches are not so satisfactory. When it comes to Johnny, I am on fired with excitement whenever this name is mentioned. Endued with an ideally face he had his name remembered across the world. Words seem so plain when an explanation is required to define him.
Johnny is not the first one I have a crash on. The Caribbean pirates familiarized me with another him. I found a part of me in him; no one has ever given me that feeling before. The second I closed my eyes, his image was dancing in my head, like an entrenched stain that cannot be removed. Glade I still act like an innocent girl who is entitled to those wildest fantasies. Got controlled by the dreams does freak me out, more than once have I tried to wipe him out of my mind and wished I have never seen him. But for the ability of controlling my emotion I must have gone crazy. Dangerous a game as it is, fun is not the only thing appends the trophy.
The realization hit me that my pursuits include so many stupid jokes only I am the only one who does not take them as jokes but serious life attitude. You can have a glimpse of what my character seems like. Too bad that you might distain what I said above. Open your arms, and ready to embrace the chance of making as many silly mistakes as I shared with Johnny which is an unspeakable secret. Living across the ocean, I have never expected to have an official meeting with in person because I know that is a blue moon. Knowing there is a person who is running wild as you is more that enough given the circumstances concerned.

